to some  it up at the moment everyone apart from my m8s

My photography teacher, photography, the darkroom, the films, the cameras, my ex boyfriend's ex girlfriend, my ex boyfriend, myself, my father and nagging idiots.

school, school, SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >:(

My dance teacher. The other day she had a go at me for absolutly nothing. She said I dont do anything and all I do is sit there which is false! I do everything that is asked of me. She then said I was being disrespectful. For some reason she has something against me. She always picks on me and its annoying the heck outta me. But im not gonna tell anyone because its just gonna backfire on me, I know it. So i'll just live with it.

NCEA \m/

Um, people

Everything

I really want to know....

whats his name?

Only like the hottest boy ever...I am so in love with him...

Myself (again).

I allow myself to get nervous to easily! :@ Today was my recital, and I totally mucked it up. :@ I made heaps of mistakes I don't normally make during practices. Imagine what I'd be like on the exam day! *wail*

Life.

Time. And not having enough of it when I want it. Tomorrow I have hockey from straight after school until about 5:30ish, then at 6:30 to about 8:30 I have Matheletics (???) which I only agreed to enter because my maths teacher SAID it was on Tuesday which it's NOT (damn teachers!!!) which means I'll miss NZIdol and I really wanted to watch it this week. And NO-ONE in my family seems able to record stuff (they count on me to do all that) so I might miss it completely. And then I'll have hardly any time to do my homework (which we get heaps of, and if we don't do it enough we go on 5-week monitoring).

Maybe Lauren will text me who gets through (while I'm at Mathletics). If my phone decides to be working tomorrow (which it probably won't, since it hates me deeply).

Corrospondance. SO MUCH EFFING WORK. It's not fair. You go to a class with a teacher, and no matter what subject, you don't do NEARLY as much work as you have to do by corrospondance to pass. It's so unfair and so much work and it's awful and i hate it and i want them to DIE.

TELECOM!... Almost a BILLION dollars in profit and the only things they have invested heavily into is areas where there is competition!

UNBUNDLE!!!!

Work is getting on my nerves, i can't have one day to myself without them ringing me :@. It makes me mad, so mad infact i handed in my resignation yesterday :S

My dad, since im the only one using the internet i have to pay for it ( its $148 ) AND i can only use it between the hours of 12 noon to 6pm...if im gonna pay for it...Im going to use it WHENEVER I WANT! :@

Before i get a text, that damn interferance goes BEEP BEEP BEEP screaming thru my damn speakers

Myself.

I always get annoyed with myself. And when I do get annoyed at other people, I lash out angrily. Then I feel guilty and get annoyed with myself.

I am such a weak little dog.

Band.

We have a competition on Friday and we had one last monday and we are playing completely different songs so we have had hardly no practice. Also, they have 325154864320315647879840 extra its-the-last-minute-and-we-suck-practices which are all at dumb times (lunch, before school, during the classes I actually NEED to go to not the ones I hate and dont care if I miss). And that makes me sleepy, which in turn makes me grumpy and then well, I dunno.

Ah well. I'll see Abbie @ the band nationals Its not all bad. (and I get three days off school).

Sorry to go on. *horn rimmed glasses*

Parents! Parents! Parents! Evil Parents!